I’ve come to realize how hard it is for me to be attracted to a guy nowadays. Physically, no… but mentally and emotionally, yes. 

All guys play this game the same exact way — stupid.

I just don’t fall for the typical, chatting every day to get to know each other, occasional hang-outs or dinner dates, it takes so much more than that. This is so repetitive to me. 

I don’t know if I’m stubborn, cold, heartless, all of the above, or whatever you wanna call it when it comes to love and relationships but I’m not falling for it anymore. Wish my mindset could look at it differently, but I am very content with being single and independent. Being on my own, has been nothing but good to me lately. I enjoy it very much although there are some days where I wish I could say, I’m ready to date. But I just don’t even know how to approach that. Every guy is the same, and if they aren’t the same, they’re too out of my league and not what I’m looking for. Guys are so typical and predictable, it’s almost disgusting. The cheesiness really needs to stop. It’s nice, but unpractical. 

Yes, I am a tough cookie. Good luck trying to break me. I’d like to meet a guy who has the capability of doing so. Prove me wrong boysssss.