December 2010
33 posts
Ponderings
chzrcatgrin:
The unexpected things in life are often the best and most exciting.
Especially when it comes to unexpected love.
Forrizzzzle. June 12, 2010.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Jasmine misses her Aladdin. Jeca misses her minion. Bitter misses her sweet. If this is what its gonna feel like when you go off to the navy, I will be pretty excited but sad at the same time. But for now, I cant wait til you come home, jew. :)
All of the lights
is my feel good song right now. I wanted to post it but stupid tumblr won’t let me. It’s making me feel soooo good about everything right now! I don’t know why, it’s just super pumpin’ me up for LIFE! Life’s just great and I wanna spread my happiness to the world. Bless you all. :)
“All the bitchy girls in the world are just a training ground for what men can do...”
– Keeping the Moon, by Sarah Dessen
Hi I'm Troy. Welcome to my world!: Christmas →
troyt:
It was the most fun i have had with my while family in a while… and that’s saying something. So in the morning after opening santa presents we go to my grandmas house. There everyone meets up and eat breakfast. So when my cousins came it got intense. They brought the xbox kinect with kinect…
Couldnt have said it better myself, Troy. Our family knows how to do it! Christmas was...
I know its a little late for this but...
Dear santa (God),
Ive been pretty good this year. I have definitely gone through my share of laughter and of course, tears. I have become stronger than I was last christmas. I know that this time last year I was more naive and care free, simply because I had no troubles. I was 17, still in high school not stressing about college acceptances because I was already set on miramar, no particular boy...
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
I know that I dont “brack hard” or even just “brack” for that matter, but its nice to know that you have the ability to make me feel like I do. Like I dont have to try so hard or reveal myself in any way to feel beautiful. I could come to you in sweats and without make-up and still feel pretty to you. I love this feeling. And the fact that I can do this, not just for you,...
Official count
I have 13 days left to go to Disneyland….or I’m gonna die. :(
Day four
4. What do you think it means to be in love?
I can’t define in words what I think it really means to be in love, but I can tell you that family and friends are enough to define love. Maybe they can’t define what it means to be in love, but it’s close enough for me because to love someone is to sacrifice and if you can sacrifice for someone, you’re in love no matter what...
Day three
3. Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/Five/Ten years ago would you have expected to be there?
I’ve been spending a lot of my time at work, home, or out with friends. Hmm let’s see. 3 years ago I was 15. At 15, I probably would not have expected to be working at Kohl’s. 5 years ago I was 13. At 13 I didn’t even have any idea of where I’d be working...
My whole life I have put others in front of...
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Ashanti knows what’s up.
Day two
2. Who are you? In comparison to who you used to be. What made you change?
To be honest, I couldn’t really tell you who I am besides the fact that I am Anjelica. I’m an 18 year old employed college student learning to be independent in different ways. I’m no longer a high school teenager. I’m growing up and what made me change was reality. I realized that I can’t...
…gotta let it burn.
Sick and tired
of being sick and tired.
It’s about time to stop with the sad mushy stuff. I’m finally feeling happy again. I’m keeping myself busy and taking care of myself. And let me tell you all…it feels grrrrrrrrreat! :)
Day one
1. What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours?
I woke up peacefully next to my lover who’s not so much my lover right now, more like a favorite companion. Watched the Chargers we all know and love kick some Chiefs butt, especially my boy Vincent Jackson. Went to Mission Valley mall, got deliciously tasting churros. Went to...
30 day whatever you wanna call it.
1. What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours? 2. Who are you? In comparison to who you used to be. What made you change? 3. Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/Five/Ten years ago would you have expected to be there? 4. What do you think it means to be in love? 5. Pick a song that projects the same mood as your day...
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Lyrics of my life…for now. Hahaha.
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Who can I run to, to share this empty space?
I guess what I really want is to feel loved. Like...
Amennnnn.
Just waiting....
to get swept off my feet again.
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Love this song because of Sorcerer’s...
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Love this song because of Sorcerer’s...
For one day
I want you to say that its my day, and mean it. I know I dont ask for a lot nor do I ask for anything at all but sometimes I just want that spoiled feeling that every girl yearns for. Its nice to get that feeling that a certain guy cares so much about you that he will go out of his way to put a smile on your face and make you happy. I dont even ask for anything materialistic. The thought always...
Is it true?
Is there sunshine after the rain? Thats what Ive been told. So thats what Im waiting for. The sunshine. So I can be happy again and dry up all my tears so I have room to genuinely smile once again.
Ehh…easier said than done.
Life was so much easier when we were just friends. Back when I considered you my “best friend” or my “brother”. Crazy how much things could either get effed up or work out perfectly by going out and making it official.
I always think about what went wrong. I still see it working out some day. Im constantly staring at the past to see how good we were as friends, and even...
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My feel good song. :)
Dear December,
You have come a long way and the year is coming to a close. Please let this last month be good to me. November was my bad month. I dont want December to be the same.
I hope that this month I can feel more comfortable being myself. Its so hard to please him. If im not with him, he thinks im screwing up. When I am with him, he is bothered by the fact that im there. Wheres the balance? I dont know...