February 2010
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January 2010
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Only Hope - Switchfoot
Baby steps
I lowkey do want a relationship with God again. I was confirmed my sophomore year, but I admit, I have not been living up to my full potential of being a Catholic. I am proud to say I am a confirmed Catholic. But I would be lying if I proclaimed myself as one. I don’t even attend church except special occasions, if that. I remember going on the retreats that changed me. But I wish they...
Legality
doesn’t feel much different yet. I guess it would feel more different when I actually go to a club, buy a pack of cigarrettes, buy medicine at a drug store, go to the casino or strip club, buy lotto tickets, get caught stealing, or cougar action and get caught doing stuff with a minor. Which some of these I probably will never do.
I never got to blog about how great my birthday/birthday...
People say "Just move on" Like it's easy.
elnaaaz:
I always play roles out in my head. I think that one day you’ll come back and try to talk to me again. I tell myself now that I will refuse, but I know if it was ever to happen, I’d take you back in a heartbeat.
oh please.
My dad: Happy birthday baby girl.
Me: Thanks dad.
My dad: How was your day?
Me: It was great actually. I loved it.
My dad: Do you feel like an adult?
Me: Not necessarily.
My dad: Did you sign up for the draft?
Me: Oh god..
My dad: I mean...did you register for the draft?
Me: Wow.
I love seeing people happy
When people are profoundly sad, I can’t help but see/share their pain, despite the circumstances. And when people are happy, I can’t help but be happy for them, despite the circumstances. It’s a bittersweet feeling. All in all, everyone deserves happiness.
such a tease
Angel: Jeca, can you be my queen?
Me: Aww, you want me to be your queen? =)
Angel: No. I just want you to turn my gameboy on.
Me: Oh, wow. Okay...
Boys/guys/men
Good grammar is such an attribute.
Definite brownie points.
I love interrupting Tyler and Bryant’s man-date every (Whopper) Wednesday at Burger King. I stay stalking them there I guess. Teheheh. ;)
And I just realized that today’s the last day I’m a child. Really? That seems so weird to say. I know I’m going to be a kid at heart, and for the next couple years. No joke. I got some growin’ up to do.
By the way, thank you...
“All the guys here are douches, I feel you. Just wait for that guy who you...”
– wise words from my brother Jose Godinez
“Bullocksobomma is from America”
– My 4 year old brother
for his "about me" poster for school
Me: What's your favorite color?
Angel: Um. Blue.
Me: What's your favorite animal?
Angel: Zebra!
Me: What? Really?
Angel: Yes!
Me: Okay. What's your favorite food?
Angel: Beans.
Me: What...what kind of beans?
Angel: Just beans!
Me: Okay. Where's your favorite place to be?
Angel: Carnival.
Me: Wow. Okay, what do you want to be when you grow up?
Angel: A racecar driver.
Me: What's your favorite thing to do?
Angel: Computer.
Me: Oh my gosh. What have we created mom.
My mom: What do you like to do on the computer?
Angel: Play games.
Me: Okay, so if you had one wish, what would you wish for?
Angel (contemplating with determination): I wish for Santa to give me lots of toys! On Christmas day.
Me: These answers are so specific, not even broad. Did these answers really come out of a 4 year old?
Angel: ??????/
Aww
Why is she with Russell Brand. Can she just take Travis back? :(
Active
I’ve had a lot on my mind lately. So I haven’t been so active on this. School has been stressful just this past week alone, I feel so unorganized and cluttered and as if I’m always forgetting something. That’s so unhealthy. And with finals next week, more stress added. Yes. I love it.
I’m basically just waiting on these next two weeks to just be overwith. Maybe at...
“Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.”
– Amen.
Norah Jones - Not Too Late
Good night
Tumblr.
www.formspring.me/amouranjelica
Mfing peeved
I’m so unbelievably irritated with everyone right now. Like it just won’t stop. Give me a damn break! Almost everything’s going wrong.
My mom arguing with me on how I supposedly post racist things on Facebook but only because she stays stalking all my online social networks and doesn’t get my sense of humor or my friends’ whatsoever.
My Vincent Jackson jersey got...
One Day - Matisyahu
it’s not about win or...
“It’s sad how certain things turn out to be the way they are. But...”
– Anonymous
“You know what’s wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You’re chicken, you’ve got...”
– Paul Varjak, Breakfast at Tiffany’s
(submitted by talkplaylove)
(via quote-book)
If only
I knew exactly what was going on. I hate contemplating at 1 am. That’s when I begin to think about anything and everything.
Squared
Wow, I don’t even remember what I did today. It seemed so long.
Got bitched at by Mrs. Kraus for our crappy business papers and on my evaluation, I ended up with a C. =(
Didn’t do anything in ceramics except eat my apple a day and text and talk to Deanne and Cort.
I got 9.5 out of 11 on the stats quiz though. Captain corrected mine. Heheh.
Mission to Wendy’s after school with...
Listen
The day that I wish for my parents to stop nagging about the little things is the day that I’ll regret it. I’m sorry for always complaining, mom and dad. Although it may not seem like it to all, most of our parents know best and only want the best for us, their future.
Cameron Justin Yu
gave us delicious freshly baked cookies (from his momma) to bribe us for the ‘goodies’. He would pull something like that then go high school musical on us singing “pants on the ground” nonsense. That’s my future husband, alright.
Weather whether
I might be one of the few who do not find these heavy winds and downpour exciting or pleasant or dandy. I hate the rain, the gloomy weather makes me gloomy. The wind might sound delightful to some, but I sure do not enjoy it one bit. Can we get our San Diego weather back, please. I don’t really like layering up around this time, especially when I have to sit in classrooms stuffed with the...
Peanut butter blossom
Why is it that I can just feel the cookies I’m eating go straight to the cheeks on my face. Not my hips or thighs, but my chubby cheeks. And okay, maybe my hips and thighs too.
Yum
25 cents per ounce of yogurt makes me a happy camper. I’ve been craving it for a while. Yogurt world/land/swirl/licious to me is like going to crepe world. It’s one of those places I can only go maybe once or twice a month, so I don’t get sick of it.
Since I was home all day with Joey, the only sound I probably heard 97% of the day was that freakin’ tune from Restaurant...
my best friend: biggest flirt
Hector: He said I'm a nice guy.
Me: Everyone says that about you though.
Hector: Yeah, but I don't want to be remembered as that nice guy. I don't want people saying, "Do you remember Hector from high school? You know, that nice guy?" I want to be remembered as a G.
Me: Or remembered as "biggest flirt" because it's gonna say so in the yearbook.
Hector: ..............
Hmph.
It saddens me that whenever I talk to you now, as soon as I get a rude antic from you, I just have to end the conversation right there. I used to be able to tolerate what you had to say, but now it’s gotten to be too much for me to handle. I don’t appreciate it. I know you’re telling the truth and being brutally honest, but when I’m down in the dumps, I don’t need...
Goals
and dreams feel so great to have, for once.
I’m determined and I’m gonna do it. It’s one of those things that I feel I can’t share with the world but the fact that I’m focused, driven, anxious, and happy tells all. I am doing this for myself and nobody else.
I. am. so. excited.!!!
Oh, and happy Martin Luther King day. I wish teachers would enlighten us on these...
via texts
Jay: I wouldn't be surprised if i was 10 pounds lighter. hahaha.
Me: You crazy girl i wouldn't be surprised if gained 10 pounds
=( so sad yet so true.
My uncle (to my cousin): Hey JJ, do any of your friends call you vajayjay?
Cousins/grandparents/aunties in the room: .................
Me & my mom: HAHAHAHAHA
My uncle: Well, I guess Jecs and Mare got the joke.
OMGIDoThisToo →
Pretty entertaining and true.
Yes
I love the weekend because it’s 2 days (or in this weekend’s case, 3 days) to be away from reality. Well.. for me at least. I wish the weekend was longer. School can suck it.
Worst dream of my life
In the middle of the night, or should I say morning, I woke up, bawling. I woke up from a dream..well nightmare.. approximately around 4:30. Might I say that I have never before woken up during a dream crying frantically the way I was.
You know.. you have about 30 dreams while you’re sleeping and only remember about 1 or 2.
The one that I see so transparently was scary. Not ghostly, or...
“I should act like I care. I could act like I care. I would act like I care. But...”
– Anonymous
cyber stockin
Timur (reading tumblr): That must be Deanne.
Me: How did you know?
Timur: It says right there, Shh-Clean.
Me: It's Shcleanne. Like her name, Deanne.
Timur: Whatever.